New DCU Tim Drake fanfic. A couple hundred words starter chapter but there’s over 4,000 words not posted. Just wanted to get this out there before I chickened out again.
The worst part is she was part of the litter born in my room back in April, the one whose three siblings died at two weeks old. And the one I’ve been giving all the eye drops for.
I know she’s not in pain right now, and it might be good news…but I’m. Snot. Tears everywhere
So you know last week I mentioned I’m having money issues partly cause I needed to pay for two surgeries for my cats.
Anyway they finally happened today and while one went fine. The other one instead of a cyst/broken tooth my vets thought, she had a tumor in her mouth. One that caused her teeth to be pushed back and bone loss.
This is a seven month old kitten and if it’s what the vet thinks, it’s a cancer and she only has months left.
I’m a wreck. Fuck I’m such a wreck.
heartslogos said: …how hard do i have to push to do that i’m a bit off my game at the moment, my apologies
:( you okay?
And currently I am a basket case of emotions. So you plus writing plus dead Tim = tears anyway. So you don’t have to work hard. You don’t have to work at all if you don’t feel like it, I was just tagging people I thought would have fun.
:hugs: be good/happy?
lectorel said: *hugs* Good luck, you can do it! You’ve got a knack for horror, I’m sure that’ll sell.
True. I am very, very, proud of my horror stories. I believe I can write scarier stuff than any of the horror movies I’ve seen lately on the big screen.
….now I wanna go watch The Thing. Maybe finish the next Thule chapter. Also L, it’s horror. No one will escape Thule intact. As Gandalf said, if you come back, you will not be the same. -cue horror music-
So….. life sucks.
I’m sending in, to various magazines, some of my original fiction. Cause I have to pay for two surgeries.
Fforde the calico 8 month old kitten has a dental cyst, huge and obvious, Doctor thinks either her baby tooth broke and got stuck coming out or the adult tooth is stuck. So she gets to be sedated for dental X-rays and then surgery to fix it.
On top of that is getting rid of what’s left of Sammy’s missing eye and sewing it shut. That one I’ve been expecting, Docs just wanted to wait until he was larger, but now it’s getting pussy more often…
and while I am a vet tech these are going to be semi difficulties surgeries. So still need to pay for some.
and since I can’t work there any more days, trying to sell some stories for a little extra money. >_< stressstressstress
Where’s the magical person of dubious moral intent when you need them? I’d like to sell my adulthood please.
I’ve met them…but they’re always kinda disgusting. And not worth it which you’d think wouldn’t matter but it does. Welcome to the spinsters club.